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June 9, 2008

Random Ramblings

Filed under: Books, Faith, Friends, Random Thoughts, church — bookcrazyblog @ 1:46 am

I love Sundays, especially when the next day is a holiday, which is the case today. Only in the Philippines (I think) do we move national holidays because it’s more economical to have long weekends. I’m not complaining. I’m usually very tired come Sunday evening, since Sunday is my ministry and church day. I usually end up sleep deprived on Mondays because I end up staying up till the wee hours because I’m still very much awake when I get home and so I end up doing a lot of things other than what I should be doing, which is sleeping. Tonight, I am free to blog and read and watch what-have-you’s on my laptop because tomorrow is still a non-working day for me. Hurrah!

I loved Finding Jonah
We just concluded the series Finding Jonah tonight in church. I found myself teary-eyed a lot of times during the service because what we talked about tonight (and the whole series actually) just spoke to me. Tonight, Pastor Ferdie spoke about how a lot of times, people grow indifferent about what happens around them. When we see injustice, when we see that something is not right, we do nothing. The mantra becomes “if it doesn’t concern me directly, it doesn’t concern me at all.” Sadly, I’ve had moments like that in my life. I remember my mom being disappointed when I didn’t seem at all affected during Edsa Dos. Nothing stirred me anymore. I think it might have something to do with age (and a lot to do with apathy). I’m glad that now I allow myself to get affected about what happens around me. I get mad when I see injustice. I cry when I see that people are lost or on a road to destruction. I get giddy with excitement when something great happens. I am stirred by people who inspire. There was a time I was afraid to feel all of these things and do something in response to how I felt. But those days are over.

I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.
Ezekiel 36:26

Nothing beats Sunday evenings with friends
Had a fantastic time getting together with Iris, Meg, and Fida tonight at Starbucks.  We saw Amy and Gaviene passing by so they joined us. The more, the merrier talaga! Had a great time talking about books, movies, weird quirks, and a lot of other things.

Not so small anymore
I just realized today that my Sunday small group isn’t so small anymore. I can’t believe there are now ten women in my group. And they’re a diverse group, too. I have a budding fashion designer and businesswoman, a nursing student, a college freshman, a girl who manages a home service spa, a registered nurse, a soon-to-be registered nurse, three office employees, and a real estate agent. Age range is 16 to 30. It’s a joy getting to know each one of them and seeing them grow in their relationship with God.

Eager to get read
Finally got myself a copy of The Shack, a Christian fiction bestseller that a lot of my friends from church have been talking about. Love, one of the girls in my small group, bought it for me in the US. Can’t wait to start reading!! Amy read it several times and said that it’s the kind of book you’ll read again and again. I’m excited!

Book Club, anyone?
We talked about starting a book club tonight. Since we all seem to love reading and talking about what we’ve read, it seems like a fantastic idea. I’m excited! Oh, and it seems it will also be a movie club as well, since we all love watching movies, too. :)

May 19, 2008

Weekend Thoughts

Filed under: Faith, Random Thoughts, Work, church — bookcrazyblog @ 2:48 am
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Of Unupdated Blogs and New Work Spaces

I cannot believe I haven’t blogged more than a month. I’ve been meaning to. But I guess the blogger in me is looking for its old environment (in my own room at a ghastly hour). Still not used to my work desktop enough to write from my office. I guess I’m not used to the office being a place I can be my blogger self. That, I think, will change once we move to the new office in Cybergate 3. I’ve seen photos and my area looks fantastic and is right next to our very own meeting area. I have an L-shaped desk, too! Really excited to move.

Could this be a God idea?

I was driving home from church tonight when an idea struck. I might not need to choose between doing something God is asking me to do for a season and doing something I’ve always loved to do and would love to go back to doing. I can’t really spill any details but if this is really from God, I think this just might work. I’m totally pumped!

Me? Drive my own car again?

So, my mom proposes this weekend to help me buy my own car. A brand-new one at that! She’ll pay the downpayment and will pay half of the monthly installment so all I need to pay for is half the monthly payment, gas, maintenance, and insurance. This has gotten me seiously thinking about taking my finances seriously. I have to admit I haven’t been the most frugal person these past few years. There have been times I was downright stupid about money. But tonight has gotten me thinking about spending less and earning more. Yes, I believe it’s time for me to attend the seminar by Crown Financial Ministries.

Moving in with Mama

If the plan of getting a new car pushes through, I’m considering moving in with my paternal grandmother who’s been living alone since my grandfather died two years ago. The thought makes me happy. She won’t be so lonely with me around. And I get to sleep in her oh-so-comfy bedroom with airconditioning. And I get to eat real food everyday and brown bag real food so I’ll have something to eat at work. I’ll have a car to go around. If all pushes through career-wise, I’ll be doing what I want to do (although I know this will mean 6 days of hard work, instead of my current 5-day workweek schedule). If the work thing pushes through, it will mean getting more financially so I can finally pay off all my debts plus the car. I can go home to my family every Saturday and spend quality time with them. And because I’ll still be living in the vicinity of Metro Manila, the travel and gas expenditure will not be as bad as if I had to go home to Laguna everyday. I think I’ll even manage to be able to work out. Fantastic.

Loving Finding Jonah

The series we’re on now at church is awesome. We’re talking about the life of Jonah. Patrick Mercado, our youth pastor, preached at the 7PM adult service today and his preaching was absolutely anointed. I’m telling you the young man has tremendous potential! If he can preach like that now that he’s in mid-20s, I can imagine what he’ll be like in ten years or so. I’ve been working with him in my church’s youth ministry for the last year and he really has grown a lot as a leader.

The preaching tonight made me remember how grateful I am that even when I ran away and hid from God, He was relentless in pursuing me. I didn’t get the message very early in my life and that’s why I had to go through a lot of gruelling challenges. I, like Jonah, came to the point of being swallowed alive by a whale. There was no one to turn to but Him. I know it’s bad that it got to that point. But I think for me, it really had to come to that. Hitting rock bottom only meant there was no way to go but up. And I am absolutely floored until now when I remember that time in my life when God picked me up and took me from pitch-black to darkness into His wonderful light.

More about that in the next blog.

March 24, 2008

Undeniably Summer

Filed under: Travel, church — bookcrazyblog @ 2:59 am

Can you believe how hot it is?! 

Just came back from a trip to Baguio with my family and some of the staff of myhomespa, my Mom’s home service spa business. I don’t usually like going to Baguio because I’m more of a beach person than a mountain person but I have to admit it was a relief to escape the Manila heat. The weather wasn’t super cold but was cold enough for me to drive around Baguio with the windows down (except for when we got anywhere near Session Road, which I was told is said to be the most polluted street in the country.) 

It was my first time to stay at Baguio Country Club (thanks to Tito Ricky Y.). The place was fantastic. The room was certainly better than what I expected. The stay also sparked my brother’s extreme interest in golf (genes I think he might have gotten from my mom’s brother, Tito Perry, who was a JunGolfer back in the day). Every single day of our stay, he would prop up a chair by the window to watch golfers. Ever single day he asked to be taught but since we had a pretty packed itinerary and they didn’t have junior golf sets, he wasn’t able to play (at least not when I was there [had to go back home a day ahead of them]). Another highlight is the country club’s raisin bread. I am not a bread person but believe me, they have the best raisin bread I have ever tasted in my life. 

It was also my first time to go to Trinidad Valley. Didn’t get to pick strawberries but Amico, my brother, had a great time jumping into a muddy hole.  His sneakers were filthy! My Mom had to go buy slippers but it was a choice between a P150 pair and a 3-for-100 pair. Guess what my Ilocano Mom chose! Haha! It would’ve been fine except the slippers were unmistakably ladies’ slippers. My brother probably regretted jumping into that hole all the way to Session Road where my Tito thankfully bought him hiking sandals (at least I think that’s what they’re called).

Spent my spare time reading Passion and Purity by Elisabeth Elliot. If you’re a single woman and you have not read that, I recommend that you borrow or buy a copy. Eye-opening and well, convicting, really. Ladies just really need to be reminded to let the men be men. It’s always very tempting, given women’s nature to control situations, to take matters into their own hands. (I’m not just talking dating here.) That’s why it’s good to be reminded about these things. I know it’s very anti-Cosmo of me, but well, I haven’t really been a Cosmo girl for the longest time. The thing is I can say truthfully the Cosmo way never worked for me. It will seem to work for a time, but experience taught me that it won’t in the long run. The Bible way, on the other hand, while not the easiest way, is the way I’m going from now on. Four years of being a Christian and it’s just now that I’m really getting it. As always, balance is the key.

Going back to summer, it was so hot in Galleria today. The whole time I was meeting my small group, I was dabbing my face with tissue. The Victory center was not as packed as usual (I guess a lot of people took advantage of the Holy Week break) but man, was it hot! Pastor Ferdie’s preaching about Jesus’ resurrection was awesome, though, and that’s why I didn’t mind the heat so much. That video he used was perfect for the series CSI Jerusalem. The message, where Pastor Ferdie also mentioned the seven last words, reminded me of last year’s Easter message given by Pastor Steve Murrell at the Fort, where I used to work. I still remember the painting illustration, which really made me understand what it meant when Jesus said “It is Finished.” To listen to that, click here

Another full work week ahead of me and I’m still up at close to 3AM. This Sunday habit is getting to be unhealthy. I’m excited for tomorrow, though, because our new Media Relations associate, K, is joining our weekly Monday meeting. She’s supposed to start tomorrow but it turns out her medical hasn’t been turned over to Summit yet. Nevertheless, I’m excited to have a our team complete again.  

September 23, 2007

Jesus Christ and the Superstars

Filed under: celebrity, church — bookcrazyblog @ 12:55 am


This blog entry’s title I got from an article they had on Philippine Star (one of the leading dailies in the Philippines) today. It talks about my church (the one that I also work for) and how we have a lot of celebrities (political, those from the entertainment industry, athletes, etc..) with us.

The fact that we have them in church is something I am happy about. Not because they are beautiful, rich, and famous, but because just like you and me, they are people who were lost and needed to found. That they are influential may be considered a bonus, or not.

When you’re famous and a Christian, you are more subject to public scrutiny. The industry, the media, and the audience watch closely what you do and say, ready to pounce at every lapse in judgment, every moody outburst, every role you choose to play — thinking that people who have given their lives to Jesus are not entitled to not be perfect. To be a celebrity and a Christian, I surmise, is difficult. I am glad I can make a mistake and not have to worry about the country (or the world via TFC) finding out by the time the evening news is aired.

And that is why I salute our celebrities who have stepped out in faith and accepted the purpose of shining God’s light in the entertainment industry (or political arena, or sports world, or social circles).

However, while we honor and love them as much as we do the people who make up over 90% of our congregation, they do not get special treatment. I think this is also one of the reasons they like coming. When they come to church, they are just people who are seeking God, they are just people who, like everyone else, need other people to care about them and speak into their lives. They are just people like us, sinners who need a Savior.

I’m pasting the article here since philstar.com apparently takes down articles after 3 days.

Jesus Christ & Superstars
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There’s probably enough dirt here to go around — enough to quash the significance of all those gossip shows, scandal-glorifying blogs, and rumor-fueled conversations that keep the showbiz kiln burning brightly. In such a pristine environment — a church heralding liberation from sin and spiritual sustenance from the imperfections of humanity — was a congregation scattered with the broken, the weary and, interestingly, the famous.

The woman singing from the expansive stage facing a couple hundred people espoused all of the above. Kitchie Nadal, no stranger to the public’s speculation and who’d resonated with the inner pain of female singers she’d once idolized, was now singing a song entitled Grace. This gig demanded no talent fee or attempt at promoting a new EP. She wasn’t even singing for an audience that, despite having its fair share of CD-purchasing youthful-demographic types, was diverse in all respects. No, one of local rock’s most regaled female denizens was singing for God.

Spotlightenment

What has stirred the showbiz community more than Gretchen Barretto’s dalliances, Ruffa Gutierrez’s caustic marital life, or any scandal worthy of Boy Abunda’s two cents, is God. Victory Christian Fellowship, which began in 1984 as a relatively tiny assembly of 150 students in Manila’s U-Belt, has become the leading purveyor of this movement, now evangelizing 24,000 adherents in 11 venues around the metro, including a flagship church located in Bonifacio Global City. Nationally, its church has grown in all regions, and globally, its track record just as impressive — Filipino missionaries setting out as far as Afghanistan to spread Christ’s word. Still, its most visible envoys are its celebrities — sexy ‘80s persona Carmi Martin, a smattering of basketball stars, and MTV alum Donita Rose-Villarama, one of the church’s most stalwart devotees — listening raptly to the preaching on the power of grace after Nadal’s exclusive performance; the “guest list” on this particular Sunday but a fraction of Victory’s stellar army.

With today’s most luminous personalities — namely Piolo Pascual, Sam Milby and Toni Gonzaga — having clung to this rampant conversion, subtly dropping their beliefs in interviews and raising the public’s speculation in a country whose culture is permeated with the sins of its stars and is buttressed by its solemn Catholic backbone, skeptics have been driven to taint Victory and the progression of Born-Again Christianity with the sort of celebrity domination that Scientology has harbored in Hollywood.

Yet in the ministry of Victory, there is no alien ruler or iconic member known for jumping on couches that have made it an easy target of ridicule. And though the church itself resembles any modern corporate structure — with elevators, escalators and high-tech audiovisual slideshows projected in an auditorium used for its regular services — its mission, put simply, is the development of a willing visitor’s personal relationship with Christ rather than the hawkish throttling of a new religion. This, as Victory’s senior pastor Joey Bonifacio declares in a service interspersed with comedic repartee and his enrapturing lilt, is “supernatural grace,” or rather, Christ’s call enabling a person to become what He has created him or her to become, no matter how littered with sin one’s past is.

Saved! No, Really…

Siguro the most attractive thing about all of it is that sinners are allowed in,” says Rica Peralejo, a Mary Magdalene of sorts you might be familiar with from movies like Balahibong Pusa and Dos Ekis, a week after Bonifacio’s preaching on grace. “I lived a hardcore life — everything you can think of — downing 11 glasses of Kurant and staying up ‘til 10 a.m., drugs and sleeping around ‘cause I thought that was the way to be somebody. My weakness was that no one protected me.”

She’d been around the Christian type before and initially reacted as many have — “turned off” by its “corniness”: members’ exhilarated sing-and-clap worship at the beginning of a service; the whole business of admitting you were a sinner and being “saved”; and having to make life all about God while denying herself the hedonistic perks that came with the celebrity lifestyle. She remembers the exact date she was “shaken” by God — May 1, 2006 — when, after much resistance, her “weakness” was neutered; Rica finally unshackling herself from her desperation for male adoration and, with discipleship from actress-turned-evangelist Coney Reyes, dedicating her entirety to Him.

Apart from suffering mockery from family and friends, her admission was one that laid her career under a guillotine, paring down her selection of roles as she declined dancing sexily on variety shows and the half-naked laddie mag features — an arduous transition after being known for writhing against a tree in Tatarin rather than baring her soul to the Lord. “People really saw me as stupid. And then a pastor said ‘Don’t worry, nothing can go against the miracle of a changed life’ and I was like, ‘Okay, whatever that means…’ But now, I know it’s real. If you were to come up with your own words, you can’t explain Him. There’s just so much change in me that was impossible.”

As Rica speaks, eyes glazed with childlike wonder, we are sitting at a café across the Ateneo de Manila University, where the 26-year-old is a freshman majoring in creative writing; this second life of schooling she considers her “fuel and inspiration” and a decision she counts as one of the many dramatic transformations brought on by her faith. Indeed, that former starlet is buried six feet under but what has sprung forth is a rejuvenated star who admirably balances a demanding education with a morning show and a new teleserye entitled Pangarap na Bituin, a show that illustrates the rocky road showbiz may sometimes lead its stars down.

Boundless doubt to all of this is welcome, of course, and Rica realizes that, especially when the God of Born-Again Christianity seems to have become an all-encompassing manager and publicist in the realm of showbiz, shifting past scandal into salvation and turning sexy stars and drug-dredged lotharios into disciples. Still, Victory will relentlessly continue its fellowship in the hippest way possible, whether to the life-threatened Afghans or star-steeped community, and Rica, like each member of the celebrity stronghold who have sacrificed their careers for the sacrifice of Christ, will continue to keep the faith. “I have my human tendencies but the difference is that I’m well aware of the sinner I am. There’s a spirit in you that tells you that you gotta ask for help. For now, work is such a godly act for me. ‘Cause if you ask me, I don’t want to be in the business. But if I disciple and tell you there’s a God, so what? But He put me somewhere I can serve him best. It’s funny, and you may not believe me, but my job is where I see the hand of God move the most. Every damn day of this business, I see him.”

God as local Tinseltown’s most sincere endorsement may be a bit of a stretch, but maybe all the admission that results decrees a little admiration. It even makes all the dirt we’d sought all along seem irrelevant.

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